Running

I haven't been this tired in a long while. I haven't been this stretched in a long while too. It's is (going to be) a long week and I'm only halfway through with much of my strength and energy already sapped.

The drama kids are finally performing tomorrow (till Sat) and these three nights have been reserved for tech-runs and full-dress rehearsals. I don't really need to be there but I've been - out of some warped sense of responsibility and dedication. I think they're ok on their own but I guess I sense their appreciation with my presence and support. And there are three more nights, of the actual performance, to go ...

ClimbX is running along on its way and that is yet another portion on my platter that is draining my strength. Last minute arrangements, changes to schedules, missing correspondence, alterations to once finalised details, dealing with sly and cunning sponsors - all part of the game but seeing its apogee this week. Details and more details ... I hope the event turns out to be a success.

I feel guilty in many ways - that I'm at too many places at one time. I can't attend to the drama production completely though I giving to my full capacity, and I can't oversee the climbing competition with complete attention. Although I've been assured I'm doing much (and more than is already desired) for the event, I somehow still feel insufficient. I can't assist in staying over tomorrow night because of the drama production - Betty will have to stay alone. Perhaps I will return after the performance to assist her. But that will sap whatever energy I have left, not to mention there'll be another 2 days thereafter of full activity.

God ... what a 'holiday'. I think I need a breather real soon.

I'm not used to recounting (and whining) about the day. I prefer musing about issues so I think I'll stop posting till I can find something worthy to muse about.

Physical Assessment Test tomorrow at the gym. Need to sleep.

Goodness.