Bleeding

What do you do when you see someone you once loved with all your heart, soul and being, and still do, on the street? How does one feel? How is one to react? What does one do?


I saw that person - twice today ... And the walls that I've managed to erect all came tumbling down; the strength I thought I had gained and nurtured dissipated. My heart sank ... It sank further when I saw that person with someone else ...

And that pain resurrected, the emotions came surging back. I wanted so much to disappear, to not have been there. Yet I wanted to see that person.

I swore never to speak or see that person again but Fate plays a cruel trick on me time and again ...
It's been so long. It should be better yet the wounds have not closed. Even if it did, a scar would always remain: a cruel reminder of the pain that came with the joy - the burden of loving.

Frodo is right in every way: there are some things in life which time cannot heal for the wounds are found too deep....