Relationships are complicated - extremely. A person never really leaves even when he/she is gone and the relationship ended. I can fully empathise and comprehend Evanescene's "My Immortal".
Immortality is carved out in the niches of the beloved.
I dreamnt of that person again last night, shortly after that painful encounter on New Year's day.
It worries me sometimes ... Will that person always be invading my conscious and subconscious mind? It's been such every day for the last 3 years. Sometimes I wonder if it'll ever end really.
Still ...
Life can only move forward. But it's always a motion caught within the cyclicities of the past.
Maybe someday you'll find your way into this space of my written thought. Maybe someday you'll understand.
But I need to stop waiting for that someday.
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