Six Days Seven Nights

Its been six days since I've last written!

And the madness has begun ... back into the hell's kitchen.

I've not been able to do anything else but work since school began on Jan 2. It's the nightmare of a new year beginning - the administration, the budgets, the apportionings, the duties, the tasks, the schedules, the scheme of things to come, the workplans, the action plans, the meetings, the discussions, the multi-tasking, the negotiations, the dissatisfactions ... everything but teaching; everything but enjoying the moment in the classroom.

I am stealing a moment from a work-filled night to write this. I have yet to prepare my lessons for tomorrow ... I have yet to read up on the topic as well.

I'm beginning to wonder how long I can keep up such hectic schedules and work demands ... I'm beginning to speculate the depth of my stamina. Think I'm doing too much for the darn school.

I hate adult-life; I hate work - working under a system in particular. Wish I were studying again ... wish I were researching and really creating knowledge ...

But the wheels of time can only move forward ...