Keblakan is exactly what I'm feeling and where I'm heading right now!
I've managed to clear my work and complete my preparations ... finally ... before I leave for reservist training, or should I say, revert my lifestyle to earlier NS years.
I'm not dreading it, neither am I looking forward to it. It's just one of those things that needs to be done. Well, it'll be a good break for me - viewing from the less pessimistic side of things. On the other hand, I ain't particularly keen about meeting my unit-mates either. Everybody there lacks motivation or drive and it is goddamn difficult to get these people, who essentially aren't too well educated, to complete tasks. And when the tasks are not done, the blame falls on me.
Life is unfair. So be it. I think it's a fundamental schism - a gap in discourse and a fissure in seperate worlds. They can't relate to me and neither can I to them. How odd. More later.
Need to have lunch ... yes, at 5.15p.m
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