Because

Because you make me happy in an almost inexplicable and indescribable way; that even with my eloquence I am unable to describe what or why ...

Because I feel lifted with you around even when you seem unable to help with my dilemmas; even when all you do is to keep silent and listen...

Because the moments pass by so quickly ... despite my desperate desire to hold on to the hours.

Because I am joyful for those moments with you no matter how infrequent or irregular; despite my cynicism and dark pessimism that things will change as we grow, that the speed of life will sweep us along different highways.

Because I feel I can be myself and there is nothing to hide with you; this in spite of my cautious, reserved and fearful nature.

Because I know I'm not an easy person to love or to know yet you have tried and we are here today.

Because I treasure your friendship so much, and I believe I love you that much ... that I think many things are better left unsaid.
Because I know anything more would be impossible - for you ... and for me. Yet you'd probably not recognise the impossibility because you never knew nor would know, to believe, that there can be possibility.

It's time for me to go. And as much as I've always dreamnt of this moment and worked towards it, it's harder than I thought and a large reason is you. A part of me desires to let go so it is easier but another knows it would be a painful release. And so I'll let time decide what I am unable to ...

Because I'm emotionally incapacitated.

But thank you for you. You've been a miracle in my life.



And I will always love you and I'll always be there for you ... even if the ignorance of that affection, in all its possible definitions, is all you'll ever understand, is all we'll ever recognise.